“mom is choosing to parent.”
after 3 weeks of holding our breath, the feeling of anxiety & butterflies have turned into numbness & physical pain. it’s a sad relief. we got our answer. we can move forward. i will repeat myself again… adoption is m e s s y. there are two heartbroken families yet mom decided to parent! that isn’t a bad thing, that’s a good thing! then why do i feel anger + frustration + sadness + heartache? bc i am human. i want to reach out to that other family, hug them & encourage them not to lose faith in the process. i wish + hope to take the advice that i would give them if i had the opportunity.
i ask you to please continue your prayers. for me, my husband, my son, our future baby, expectant mom & other waiting families.
i also ask that you continue to pray for this mama & little one growing inside of her.
i will never forget you mama. thank you for considering us.